a haunt

I sought but did not find it
Or if I did I lost my way
So court the muse keeping steady 
Or from your path she’ll stray

I find nothing here is for me
Every road ambivalent 
Shiftless drifting standing still
A starving decadent
  
Dig and fill in brittle soil
In fertile fear young hands recoil

Once shadow shade the break of day
I wish I wish he’d go away