if you come

If you come...

I will teach and beseech you
hold high to heaven's path
burn lessons into brow

I will put courage to vein
trod first down dark paths
press small toes to mud

I will answer 'why' with mystical whimsy
'how' with hammer in hand
'when' with error and essay

nothing less than profound play
nothing free without forbearance
na'er a second wasted a'worry

kings secrets to prince
pressed forehead to chest
bond of God to his Creation

I will let you go with courageous tear
count your every year
number your toes' tread

I will wait reunion on fate
bear prayerful burden by night
hold you in almightiest hope

you will live in the heart of God
for I will demand it of Him like Job
on the every hour of my breath

I will die standing on my knees
and you will know Him thereby
as sure as you stand, small toes in mud

I will be your father
my whole heart speaks your name
here, son, my holiest vow